Monday, February 14, 2011

Know Yourself, LADIES:) Know Your Women, GENTLEMEN

1. God has no religion.

2. You may never know what results may come of your action, but if you do nothing there will be no result.

3. Whenever you are confronted with an opponent, conquer him with love.

4.Nobody can hurt me without my permission.

5. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is an attribute of the strong.

6.Whatever you do will be insignificant, but it is very important that you do it.

7. You must be the change you want to see in the world.

8.Men often become what they believe themselves to be. If I believe I cannot do something, it makes me incapable of doing it. But when I believe I can, then I acquire the ability to do it even if I didn't have it in the beginning.

9.Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

10.To believe in something, and not to live it, is dishonest.

Monday, February 7, 2011

My Life as a 24 year old LADY

It's difficult and getting even difficult to live a life of 24 year old. It's made difficulty by presence of responsibilities. I'm tied to many things. Hehe, I'm still single but availability is not that easy. After my father passed away when I was 22, life had taught me much about life itself. The main content is that life is nothing but gaining independence and surviving for the title of 'somebody'. It's not easy especially when you are all alone. Many aspects can actually threat you, may it be financial security and even relationships. Thus, you can really expect pits here and there, and the journey isn't going to be smooth after all.

As a 24 year old, I've found many of my friends had already found their love life, mostly are in stable relationship. I'm still in playful mood and I don't find this 'my type of guy' . I guess my prince charming got lost somewhere in his journey to find me, his Princess. Hahaks, not a big deal, I will wait. I don't know if he will ever reach me. So this story is yet to be continued upon his arrival.

And talking about my career life, I can see that it has begun though I don't even have graduated yet. Ears are my business. Hmm, perhaps you might question me, do I need four years to study about ears? Well, actually this four years taught me of patience. The most important lesson was that I actually need to wait before earning the degree. The moral of the story is bachelor of degree is hard-earned. It costs four years of hard work, heartbreak, sleepless nights, scream, yells, and argh whatever it takes. More than all these, a scroll of degree prepares you to be more responsible, expressive and independent.

I'm not sure if I will ever make a good audiologist but I always want to do the best for my patient. At least, I hope I won't make any life-threatening mistake. Patients' satisfaction is my pleasure. I hope I can serve them better in all aspects. But, there's a lot more to learn. Life-long learning never going to stop. I'm still lack of skills but I know God The Provider, always provide me opportunities to make myself better. So I treat every single mistake as an opportunity to make myself better.

Being an audiologist doesn't necessarily mean a boring life. Not if you are an interesting person. Hahaks, I'm interesting, but it takes time and effort to know me better. I love making friends. I'm very talkative. At the age of 24 this year, I have already been dating guys but not anyone in particular whom I've found serious intention of building relationship.Blind dating can be dangerous, especially if you're dating someone from the social network but friends dating is slightly better. Dating not necessarily blooms into love relationship but at least it improves friendship. We get to know our guy friends better. I would describe dating as fun.

My appearance is really important for me and I seriously don't like anybody to downgrade my rights in maintaining those aspects. Appearance carries my confidence. It makes me look reliable in the eyes of my patients. I never bother about spending for personal hygiene and facial products because I always feel that those are good investment. I also has good sense of fashion and I don't really like to imitate others. I believe every woman has her right to be and feel beautiful. Naturally, I'm sexy, and what makes me more sexy is my CONFIDENCE.

In terms of family, the responsibility is just too big especially when you are still jobless and you have a family to look after. I feel I have suffered a lot at this young age. Some call me strong, others tried their best to assure me that my future is going to be better. Well, seriously I don't know and I don't want to keep any blind hope. Whatever may come, will come. Just hoping for my family's survival in this world. Things have been hard ever since my father passed away. We have lost the only bread winner. When you're 24, and you're a girl, you're single and you've lost father your protector, like me, survival is really a big challenge. The world always has its darker side and being cautious is very important.


I'm sad, I'm lonely and I feel insecure. And to distract all these negativity, I turn my mind to God. When we're in calamity, we tend to appreciate God better. My problems lead me to know God better. I've found my Shirdi Sai Baba, my spiritual teacher. Serving Him, is my greatest happiness. I want to help many other people who are suffering just like me with His grace. If i'm ever been endowed with some wealth, I wouldn't hesitate to dwell myself into charity. It is my dream to help women who had lost their source of dependence may it be their father or their husband. I want to build a support group because I knew how it feels to suffer all alone.

At the age of 24, I've decided that I'm not going to be like any ordinary woman, who falls in love, plans to get married and have family. I want to be just slightly different. And I know I'm one in a million.