My Most Missing Memories~~ ETERNAL ALWAYS

Memories are part of life. Imagine you woke up a day, finding all those memories are gone? I remembered reading Sophie's Kinsella's Remember Me? It's about a woman who got herself into an accident and woke up missing 3 years of memory. Well, that was a shock for her coz before that she used to be an unlucky girl with crooked teeth. Guess what? She woke up finding herself into a beautiful woman, married to a millionaire. She owns Mercedes Benz and Louis Vuitton. However, she's not happy coz her memories were missing. Well, i guess memories are priceless.. So I would like to keep some of my memories here, hehe in case I am fated to have amnesia, later in life.

I miss....

1. My tricyle which gone missing when I was about 7 years old. (That's why I never rode any bicyle after that...It's a sad sad story)

2. Throwing my red hooded doll from 2 floor, again and again until it got dirty. It's name was Radha. (That's why mum decided to throw it away)

3.My first plastic pencil box. It was yellow in color. Inside that I had a green tube glue. And a scissors. ( I hated a girl because of that scissors, haha, yea she seemes to be the school bully)

4. Holding hand with my dad, to the 1st day of school. And keep on peeping whether he went back already. (Of course I know nobody there)

5.The day my father threatens me with his belt. I guess I did something. I don't remember.

6.My early day diwali's. I got new dresses each time, with a lot of laces. haha I like them.

7.The first teacher who praised me for a good essay. It was in Malay. I never liked essays those days, coz I can never finish them on time.

8.The first guy who called me and saying he's my bf. Till now I don't know whose that fella. And who's behind all this. Wait, I'll figure out one day.

9.My first exercise books, and the way my father bought me that was the best.

10. My first actor love- Aamir Khan. And the fact I gotta share him with my bestie. haha.

11.The days we studied in Pn.Seah's Geography class in tremors. Expecting her to scold us at any moments.

12. Miss Lim Saw Bee, who always scolded us manyak, young lady. She always wanted us to behave like ladies and not monkey.

13. I miss the days we talked about the guys we liked in circle. wakaka, even if he only existed in TV telenovela's.

14. Miss fighting with girls over a tv actor.

15.Miss walking to school. Me and my bestie used to run to school coz we always late. We kept on wishing so that the back gate is not closed.

16.Miss the break time we had during my school time. Me and my bestie used to sit next to the pots of plants coz there was no place to sit. AND we had good gossips, haha.

17. Missing the day I spent in beach with my family. Late evening, almost sunset, it was beautiful.

18. Miss riding in car with my father.

19. Missing shopping moment with Melissa, my bestie. We used to shop for at least one similar stuffs during each semester break.

20. Missing the moments i played JUTARIA with my sisters.

21. I miss the moments when these evergreen memories visit my mind :)

People are of Different Colors.

There are many types of people in this world. We all are human. No matter if we differ by skin color, hair color, race, height, weight and others, we all are having something in common, we are human. Anyway, yet we are different. According to Hinduism, your born time may affect your characteristics. Well, a scientific explaination behind this statement is that planetary movement affects the energy being received by every individuals.Thus, people does differ by the mean of their characteristics.
Some people that we meet might very extrovert. They can be social butterflies. Another person we meet might be a total introvert. You may not succeed in knowing them deeply because they might be apparently secretive. It's not the matter of which characteristic is better. For God's sake, keep in your mind, that we can never fully succeed in changing people's characteristics. If you think it is possible, you might end up in great disappointment. Unless people want to change themselves, our effort would rather be a waste.
What you can do then? Instill in them the need to change, that's all. Remember, forcing hard will not take us anywhere. So the real key of success will be patience as time will answer us.
From my personal opinion, i think the best will be finding the one who matches us well rather than someone who is not and then trying hard to change them. Furthermore, love is all about accepting people the way they are and not about changing them for our happiness. If we love each other, we should then consider changing for each other on our own initiatiave.
People are of different colors. We gotta choose the color which suits us, especially when it comes to serious relationship;) Even if we try hard to change people, will they remain same till the end? Some changes are for good, if these changes bloomed deep inside from that particular person's heart. These type of changes are far meaningful.
Relationships do fail due to poor chemistry. So follow your heart always, choose the right person. Good Luck friends!

Being a Leo Girl :) I always ROARS...

Words to describe Leo Girls:
- Centre of attention (I love being surrounded by friends)

-Natural leaders of her groups (Sometimes I tend to dominate, but I like to get everybody involved as well)

-Lively (Can be moody at times but you will miss my cheerful side)

-Elegant, stylish & classy (I have my own style ;))

-Passionate (I am figurative. I understands your hidden meaning, so beware!)

- Beautiful and sensual (I can sense if you hide something from me, if it's a problem, I would be the most happiest person to help you)

- Love and respects her partner (I know just how to make you happy, don't order me. I likes to be spontaneous.)

-Complete woman who only looks for real man:P (A man in heart preferably)

- Having superior taste (meaningful gifts and please no roadside Mamak stall) ;P

-Loves original and decent compliments. (Any sincere compliments, AND I KNOW WHEN IT'S FAKE)

- Materialistic (I am not money-minded but I look for perfect comfort. At least give me a clean and tidy environment)

-I always think about myself (Yes, I do and I secretly peep into how much YOU think about myself)

-Generous ( My heart easily melt over other people's problems, BUT if You lie to me, be prepared to face the consequences)

-Intelligent (No comments!)

-Extravagent (Yes, I likes to shop and spend, especially if I'm with someone I like. I choose the gift carefully for whoever I care)

-Give me my independence, and You will get yours.

-Jealous and Possessive (Of course, you belong to me, and I need to be responsible over you. BUT I am not OVER-possessive)

-Loyal ( Love is only for one guy, but hehe He shouldn't be jealous of my ex/s) wakakaaka

THE END OF THE STORY!

Introduction to The real Princess-The CleoCism Continues

Hello everyone. I hope nobody missed me much. Hehe, I guess it had been awhile since I last blogged. Ever since I terminated my Friendster's account, I hardly wrote anything meaningful. Well, life continues as a 23 year old. It's time for many responsibilities. Well, I'm a young adult now. According Erikson (well this guy is really famous over his psychological theories), young adult is the stage of Intimacy vs Isolation. This is a really difficult stage. At this stage, we will be building our identity. I need to establish my career and my very own properties. And of course, love, love and love. No time for one-sided crushes. That was ended in the teenager phase. It's time to dwell into serious relationships. When nothing turns up well, we might feel isolated. Frankly, I am feeling a little bit isolated, since my father passed away on last year August. Anyway, I know there is a lot more for me to do. The world has not ended, although some has been eagerly predicting that it will all come to an end by 2012. Now that is 2 years from now! Let's just see, what will happen. My love life is not yet established. I have not find my Mr.Right Guy. Yeah, let's get EVIL. Sometimes, I envy my friends with caring boyfriends. But, I know that's not the way I suppose to be. I must be happy for them. Indeed, I am but it's just that sometimes things happen the other way round. Well, I'm sure that is perfectly normal for anyone in my place. In a nutshell, being teenager was hard but being young adult is harder than the latter at times. It's a battle between being a workaholic and a shopaholic. Hehe, as long as I don't be an alcoholic, the rest should be fine. My career? I'm a future audiologist. Well, I'm special coz the are only a small group of audiologists in Malaysia. When I told some of my buddies that I'm doing Audiology, most of them will react with a 'Whoa'. The next question, so you doing something with sound engineering? Or probably are you doing any album? Wakaka, then I usually end all that excitements by humbly saying 'No, I just see EARS.' I mean I helps to verify hearing loss and prescribe hearing aids for people. It is an extremely challenging field for me, especially for me. The reason is because I need to be really really flexible, which doesn't always work for me. I'm too rigid, and it's now time to change! Now I will Pulllllllll your ears. Keep in touch with me for more stories ya! C ya!